Sunday, July 4, 2010
Hongki-licious!
okay, I know i said I'll be back blogging about i didn't.
sorrrrrrrrry! )):
It's been really busy for me.
Projects, assignments, trainings, outings, studying, meetings.
I'm gonna be out of breathe soon.
I've been sleeping really late.
2.26, and I'm still awake.
why? idk.
Sometimes, I'm just really tired but just can't sleeep.
and sometimes, it's purely due to work.
Demoralized.
Raise my hopes all the way up and it fell right down to the bottom.
I tried so hard.
I really put in my best efforts to do it, but look how it turn out?
Worth it?
I said I'm gonna stand right back up on my feet.
But easier said that done.
But I will, I hope?
I know I said I've let go.
But sometimes my heart just sway.
I wanted to ask if we could start all over, but I know it's impossible.
So i kept quiet.
But it's killing me.
It's killing me just watching you.
It's killing me knowing that we're no longer possible.
It's killing me.
But I'll let go.
For the best of both of us.
"Life is 10% of what you do it, and 90% of how you take it"
Ben told me this, and it really etched in my heart.
I've learn to accept every single thing that comes along in life.
Because in life, there's ups and downs.
I can't be happy all the time.
There would be times when I'll feel demoralized, disappointed, or just down.
But I'll take it.
Because I know God has his way for me.
I'm worned out.
Goodnight and Goodbye.
Stay strong, will I?
phua-kia
You can never get enough of this stuff; 2:19 AM.
