Thursday, September 23, 2010
I realised, what I've said to others, I don't think it through myself.
"It's okay" , "Don't worry, I'm sure she cares as a friend", "Don't think too much", and "Loving someone doesn't mean having that someone. As long as she's happy, I'm happy."
I said these a thousand times to people, but what about me?
WHY AM I NOT SAYING THESE TO MYSELF?
It's okay aloy, you're strong remember?
I'm sure she cares, but of course, as a good friend.
Loving her doesn't mean you have to have her right?
As long as she's happy, you'll be happy.
So don't give up aloy, and you'll be able to stand back on your feet.
I've thought through alot yesterday and today.
I'm sure she's worried about me, as a friend.
I'm sure she tried her best to keep hurting me to the minimum.
I'm sure I matter to her as a friend.
She was happy.
She is happy.
She would be happy.
So why this?
Why do you want to let her worry aloy, why?
It's okay to sacrifice.
Isn't that what you always say?
SO DO IT DUDE.
And remember to always pretend.
Pretend you're okay whenever she's around.
Pretend that it's okay for you.
Pretend that you're strong.
You wouldn't want her to worry, don't you?
As long as she's happy, remember.
ALWAYS REMEMBER.
I'm strong, nothing will destroy me - Off centre.
So start putting on your mask,
show her that you're okay.
Be her good friend.
JUST a good friend.
12hours, that's all you have aloy.
12hours, and by then you'll be able to smile right in front of her.
Smile so brightly that she wouldn't suspect a thing.
Smile so brightly that hopefully even you'll be decieved, that you're really happy.
SMILE.
So do it if you really love her.
DO IT.
Goodnight and Goodbye.
分手需要练习.
phua-kia
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